(00:41:52) KaisersSkyrunner: hello
(00:41:56) Kee tF: sky?
(00:41:58) KaisersSkyrunner: yes 
(00:42:00) Kee tF: no way
(00:42:03) KaisersSkyrunner: yes way kee
(00:42:10) KaisersSkyrunner: or should i say keystone
(00:42:29) Kee tF: pshyea, the correct answer would have been "yeah huh"
Wow, haven't seen you in ages
(00:42:54) KaisersSkyrunner: yeah ive been out becoming a better person. 
(00:43:03) KaisersSkyrunner: its been about three years 
(00:43:07) Kee tF: well... I have no reason to doubt you
(00:43:38) KaisersSkyrunner: in fact i just created this aim account couldnt remember my password for my old one
(00:43:55) Kee tF: ah, surprised that I still have the same SN?
(00:44:11) KaisersSkyrunner: yeah actuelly i am this was a shot in the dark
(00:44:43) Kee tF: **chuckles** still can't spell I see
(00:45:09) KaisersSkyrunner: its okay im in college and my spelling hasnt improved just ask my english professor
(00:45:31) KaisersSkyrunner: so how is Shadowfire
(00:45:45) Kee tF: ehh... could be better. Things are kinda sucking for him right now
(00:46:06) KaisersSkyrunner: do things ever get better for him?
(00:46:42) KaisersSkyrunner: dont suppose you have msn messanger or yahoo do you?
(00:46:50) Kee tF: naw, I used to
(00:47:02) Kee tF: just this and ICQ
(00:47:08) Kee tF: and a couple of MUCK SNs
(00:47:09) KaisersSkyrunner: well you may want to re DL yahoo 
(00:47:21) KaisersSkyrunner: you see im going mobile soon
(00:47:41) Kee tF: oh I still have the account and everything, I just don't use it cause I don't know anyone on it
(00:47:54) KaisersSkyrunner: well here i am 
(00:48:00) KaisersSkyrunner: hows minxara
(00:48:00) Kee tF: but you're on AIM
(00:48:11) Kee tF: she went bankshit crazy and I had to dump her
(00:48:23) KaisersSkyrunner: eep im sorry dude
(00:48:38) Kee tF: then she dropped out of contact and went to live off with some 30 year old
(00:48:40) KaisersSkyrunner: look im not paying 3 more dollars to have aim thrown onto my ogo
(00:48:51) KaisersSkyrunner: wow alot has changed
(00:49:04) Kee tF: AIM doesn't cost 3 dollars?
(00:49:11) KaisersSkyrunner: on my ogo it will
(00:49:11) Kee tF: oh wait... ogo?
(00:49:14) KaisersSkyrunner: yep
(00:49:17) Kee tF: which is?
(00:49:19) KaisersSkyrunner: right now im on my laptop
(00:49:26) KaisersSkyrunner: www.ogo.com
(00:49:52) Kee tF: it's a PDA?
(00:50:03) KaisersSkyrunner: no justa wireless msging device
(00:50:13) KaisersSkyrunner: no one ever calls me they just leave me emails
(00:50:14) Kee tF: I see
(00:50:32) Kee tF: heh, no one does either for me, it's almost all IMs
(00:50:44) KaisersSkyrunner: yeah .... but i like getting calls 
(00:50:56) KaisersSkyrunner: i like to hear peoples voices 
(00:51:08) KaisersSkyrunner: ooh i have something to show you
(00:51:50) KaisersSkyrunner: 
(00:51:58) KaisersSkyrunner canceled the transfer of Copy of skyspic.jpg
(00:52:14) KaisersSkyrunner: warning sky is and isnt what you remember
(00:52:51) KaisersSkyrunner: lets just say i found out what i am as a furr
(00:53:23) Kee tF: anyway, to sum up things for me (in case you were wondering)
-Alphaquest officially died, I have really gotten into 3D rendering, my best friend IRL shot himself last March, I have a new computer, I seem to be really struggling with college/dissabilities, I'm really mean and cynical
(00:53:29) Kee tF: oh bonus
(00:53:55) KaisersSkyrunner: im sorry to hear that
(00:53:59) Kee tF: oh yeah, and I'm working on something new that's alphaquest related
(00:54:05) Kee tF: yeah it's been sucking
(00:54:10) Kee tF: at least I'm in college though
(00:54:19) KaisersSkyrunner: **hugs **  im struggling with college to 
(00:54:30) Kee tF: btw, the pict xfer didn't seem to work
(00:54:35) Kee tF: try again?
(00:55:00) Kee tF: DC never works with me
(00:55:03) Kee tF: only file xfer
(00:55:23) KaisersSkyrunner: 
(00:55:28) KaisersSkyrunner canceled the transfer of Copy of skyspic.jpg
(00:55:35) Kee tF: damn, it keeps failing
(00:55:43) KaisersSkyrunner: thats funny im going into cgi  and computer graphics for my major
(00:56:19) Kee tF: I've learned how to do this http://www.alphaquest.furtopia.org/art/3d/tmp/pumabay3.jpg
(00:56:56) KaisersSkyrunner: **drools**
(00:57:11) KaisersSkyrunner: thats awesome kee i mean totally rad
(00:57:20) Kee tF: yeah, but I'm still failing the course
(00:57:28) Kee tF: atually no, that's the one I'm doing okay in
(00:57:59) KaisersSkyrunner: so umm has Shadowfire forgiven me or has he just forgotten me
(00:58:09) Kee tF: I doubt he's done either
(00:58:16) KaisersSkyrunner: i figured you wouldnt of remember me 
(00:58:27) Kee tF: *smirk* I never forget
(00:58:37) KaisersSkyrunner: after everything that went down i figured it was just better for me to disapeer for a while
(00:58:57) Kee tF: besides, I've got a few different ass holes to deal with
(00:59:25) KaisersSkyrunner: oh ....?
(00:59:54) Kee tF: yup
(01:00:07) KaisersSkyrunner: trying to say that you dont want to deal with me?
(01:00:18) Kee tF: no
(01:00:45) Kee tF: that was kinda random, I guess.
(01:01:09) KaisersSkyrunner: cause you know if things have been better with out me around i can disapear again thats no problem .......ive had alot of people tell me to go get lost again
(01:01:28) Kee tF: oh no don't worry, they went perfectly fucked up without you
(01:01:46) KaisersSkyrunner: ?
(01:02:21) Kee tF: um... okay. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm dealing with enough stuff right now to not care about much else, including what happened in the past
(01:02:31) KaisersSkyrunner: okay
(01:02:43) Kee tF: and what's cool is that they're almost entierly my own problems, and what is also cool is that no one gives a shit
(01:03:13) KaisersSkyrunner: well if you need some one to listin im here man
(01:03:20) Kee tF: yeah yeah... everyone says that
(01:03:28) KaisersSkyrunner: but few mean it 
(01:03:28) Kee tF: and then they say they really mean it
(01:03:46) Kee tF: and then they try to sympathise with me
(01:03:50) KaisersSkyrunner: your right you are cynicall
(01:04:31) KaisersSkyrunner: hey i just know what im good at .... i suck at talking im not good at talking about shit ...... but i can listin.
(01:04:36) Kee tF: but people only really care about themselves, so they get bored good and quick
(01:05:02) Kee tF: so I gave up talking to people
(01:05:19) KaisersSkyrunner: actuelly i care about everyone but my self ......... beleive it or not
(01:05:45) Kee tF: yeah me too
(01:05:57) Kee tF: it's prolly what gets me in so much trouble
(01:06:35) KaisersSkyrunner: ..... heh i know its why my heart hurts to much and i know its why im completely broke, and why i have tomany scars to count 
(01:07:11) Kee tF: see what I mean... people love talking about themselves. Both of us are, and we love it
(01:07:44) KaisersSkyrunner: yeah how come i can talk to you but i cant talk to my fiance
(01:08:34) KaisersSkyrunner: you remeber XV Kai
(01:09:01) Kee tF: ohhhhh yes, I thought he was total douche
(01:09:31) KaisersSkyrunner: yeah well you werent half wrong
(01:10:08) KaisersSkyrunner: lets see he has left me three times for other woman
(01:10:09) Kee tF: he's only half a douche?
(01:10:47) KaisersSkyrunner: and  he comes back eventually, and like a moron i take him back. 
(01:11:04) Kee tF: well yeah, most women are morons
(01:11:30) Kee tF: oh yeah, I'm single, couldn't you tell?
(01:11:44) Kee tF: and actually, most people are morons
(01:11:51) Kee tF: as a rule, I hate people
(01:12:12) KaisersSkyrunner: heh you and kaiser might get along now
(01:12:15) Kee tF: but I'm cursed with being a nice person
(01:12:39) KaisersSkyrunner: why do you say cursed
(01:12:56) Kee tF: no actually, see, he I have *NOT* forgiven, and will never forgive. like that one kid who insulted me when I told him Richard shot himself
(01:13:45) Kee tF: it took me a VERY long time to forgive Jordon too, but eventually I did, me and him a friends now
(01:14:10) Kee tF: but that kid, well technically he's older than me and in college... but yeah, fuck him
(01:14:21) KaisersSkyrunner: you cant forgive something like that
(01:14:52) Kee tF: nope... and yet he still talks to me every once in a great while, and for some reason I keep letting him
(01:15:27) KaisersSkyrunner: dont know what to tell you man
(01:15:37) Kee tF: nope
(01:15:48) KaisersSkyrunner: **falls down and crys softly**
(01:16:04) Kee tF: pft, don't do that, not unless you mean it
(01:16:10) KaisersSkyrunner: i do mean it 
(01:16:33) KaisersSkyrunner: why the fuck did i come back here
(01:17:11) Kee tF: no like everyone has friends who die, but people don't go cry'n each time I tell 'em about Richard
(01:18:11) Kee tF: I was in school the day after that for crying out loud. I could barely concentrate on anything and people felt sorry for me, y'know that moment of silence that is sincere, but not crying. You didn't know Richard
(01:18:33) KaisersSkyrunner: kee i lost a good friend of mine two weeks ago ........ so the pain is still fresh and though i dont know exactly how you feel i can understand
(01:19:02) KaisersSkyrunner: AND I WASNT FUCKING CRYING FOR YOU ......... i cry for no one these days save for my self .
(01:19:28) Kee tF: oh okay, knock yourself out then
(01:20:02) KaisersSkyrunner: that and i just tried to talk to shadowfire
(01:20:13) Kee tF: he blocked you
(01:20:16) KaisersSkyrunner: yeah
(01:20:23) Kee tF: well I coulda told you that would happen
(01:20:31) Kee tF: he's kinda not in the mood
(01:20:39) KaisersSkyrunner: guess he will never forgive me
(01:20:50) Kee tF: well, that and he's practically homelss
(01:20:57) KaisersSkyrunner: ?!
(01:21:00) KaisersSkyrunner: what happened
(01:21:52) Kee tF: eh y'know, his mom left him and sued the rest of the family for every penny they had, and she avoids childcare money because she's batshit and a lawyer. Fun stuff, y'know
(01:22:08) KaisersSkyrunner: poor kid
(01:22:47) KaisersSkyrunner: lets see how much would an apartment cost up there
(01:23:39) Kee tF: it doesn't matter, because his mom keeps remember stuff that she bought before the mariage and that his father conveniently has
(01:24:07) KaisersSkyrunner: thats bullshit
(01:24:10) Kee tF: oh yeah
(01:24:29) Kee tF: she's a destructionist or something
(01:24:55) KaisersSkyrunner: whatever the fuck that means
(01:25:15) KaisersSkyrunner: sounds like a religious cult bent on world destruction
(01:25:18) Kee tF: uh... she likes destroying stuff
(01:25:25) KaisersSkyrunner: or that
(01:25:31) Kee tF: or both I dunno
(01:25:34) Kee tF: prolly both
(01:25:53) KaisersSkyrunner: ill brb im going to go have a smoke and then ill be back
(01:25:59) Kee tF: but yeah, there's very little hate left for her in me or SF at this point
(01:26:06) Kee tF: nock yourself out